有一天都要说再见

2014年某天清晨的梦境，我坐在汽车的后座，突然副驾驶座的人回头跟我说:为什么你没有在拍片。那是已经过世的二姐。 二姐过世后，我开始持续写日记、拍照，有了摄影机之后，开始拍摄家人的生活，那是一种对于死亡和失去的恐惧，要在一切都消失之前留下纪录。 2015年，二姐过世十年了，那个梦境仿佛在告诉我，真正的去面对这件事情吧！时间并没有因为死亡而停下来，而那些在家人之间，总是不经意在回避的悲伤，却久久不退。 生活里持续交替着新生和死亡，我们其实都在准备着说再见的那一天。

In the dream I had one early morning in 2014, I was sitting in the backseat of a car. The driver suddenly turned to look at me and said: Why aren’t you filming? It was my second elder sister who had already passed away. After her death, I began to keep a diary and take pictures. When I got a video camera, I began to film the daily life of my family. I filmed out of the fear of death and loss. The idea was to capture everything on film before it disappeared. 2015 was the 20th anniversary of my sister’s death. That dream seemed to tell me to face her death. Death did not stop the passing of time, and the family members I was filming continued to avoid their grief which hadn’t subsided with time. Birth and death continue to alternate in our lives, and we are always getting ready for the day when we must say goodbye.