疼痛螺旋

螺旋、旋转、迭代——
Spirals, rotations, iterations——
被时间不断推着向前。泪水与痛苦、疼痛与折磨交织；
pushed relentlessly forward by time. Tears and suffering, pain and torment entwine;
虚空之中，一次次滋生黎明，又一次次坠入黑暗。
out of the void, dawn is born again and again, only to fall once more into darkness.
我怎么总是在这样想？
Why do I always find myself thinking this way?

宇宙是否只在你不经意的瞬间才出现？
Does the universe appear only in moments when you are not paying attention?
又或者，在睡眠之中，人反而更接近某种原始的状态？
Or is it that, in sleep, humans draw closer to some primordial state?

生命痊愈需要时间。这个周期里，我们不知为何走进这片无声的黑暗空间，然后开始等待。
Life needs time to heal. Within this cycle, we do not know why we step into this silent, dark space, and begin to wait.
一种刻意中的无意——而无意之中，似乎也都是宇宙。
An unintentional act within intention—and within that unintentionality, it seems everything is the universe.

——

这本画册的所有内页，都带着强烈的迷幻感。
Every interior page of this photobook carries an intense psychedelic quality.
时隔三年，「病女」再次发布新版摄影画册。本次画册收录了她这几年不同阶段的感触与经历，也包含许多从未在网络上公开发布的照片。
After three years, Sickgirl returns with a newly released edition of her photography book. This volume gathers her sensations and experiences from different stages over the past few years, and includes many photographs that have never been publicly shared online.

数量极少，印量有限。
Extremely rare, with a very limited print run.
懂的人会明白：病女的摄影风格为何如此迷人。
Those who understand will know why Sickgirl’s photographic style is so captivating.
那是一种近乎本能的生命力。
It possesses an almost instinctive vitality.

此处沿用画册内的一段诗：
Here, a poem from the book is quoted:

我们只是被临时拼凑的实体。
—
We are merely temporarily assembled entities.

用了很快的速度聚焦起来，譬如雨滴。
—
Drawn into focus at great speed, like raindrops.

虽然只是昙花一现。
—
Even if only for a fleeting moment.